Friday, June 14, 2013

Written on 6-14-2013

Even though we are young
And everyone sees us as kids
The love we share is just as important
And strong as anyone else that has what we have

One thing that is more important
Than the love we share
Is trust.

Love comes with trust
It's a package deal
And I think we're doing amazing
But something else that comes with love
Is jealousy

Jealousy is a terrible thing
But at one point or another
Jealousy can become so strong
That it's unavoidable.

But the thing is
I will always get jealous
To most girls, all girls are a threat

But in this situation
It's one in particular
This girl drives me up to the highest peak
And suffocates me
Until she goes to bed

I don't think I'm wrong to be jealous
Not in this instance
I love and trust you more than anything
But I wouldn't trust her with the oxygen around her

It hurts to see her look at you
The way I look at you
Even though her looks are a failed attempt

I keep in mind that you are my forever
And that nothing will get in the way of that
But the mere thought of her
Her pure, dense ignorance and how she disrespects me
Drives me insane

But then once the green fog
Stops cluttering my mind
I remember that I love you
And that will never change

Because even though she looks at you
The same way I look at you
You look at me that way, and not her

She can make hearts for you
And tell you that she loves you
She can flirt with you in front of me
I will let her do what she pleases
I will no longer stand in the way of her petty attempts

But I will no longer stand in the way
Because I'm standing in the way of nothing
Instead I will stand before you
And hold your hands

I will hold you closer than anyone
In my heart and arms
I will makes hearts for you
And I will always flirt with you
And most importantly, I will tell you that I love you

So I will let her do what she wants
Because after writing all of this
I'm starting to see that it's actually quite funny
And that she's not a threat

I will still keep a watchful eye though
Because who would I be if I didn't?
I wouldn't be very good at my position, now would I?

I will always care and love for you
No matter what comes our way
No one will separate us
And once we're holding each other, I'm not letting go
As for her, she can hit the road.

1 comment:

  1. You write beautifully Paige.. Such depth and deep meaning come across in all your writing. Ande always remember the words you wrote here, no one is a threat unless you allow them or her to be.. You know the truth and trust , so fuck it, no need to dwell on the ma
    ybes... Love you, Stacey x

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