Written on 12-1-11
Tears falling
Heart breaking
Life has stopped
Time is eliminated
His words full of lies
Her mind full of faith
She believes and hopes
He speaks from thin air
The word "care" is used loosely
Unlike his grip on her soul
She thinks it's love
He knows it's not
Her mind is so lost
He being the mirrored map
She want to believe him so much
That she does
He doesn't realize what he does
To her heart, mind, and soul
But what he does know is this:
She will never leave my side
She stays by him through all
The pain and the laughter
From sunrise to set
The waning and waxing
He stay by her as well
But he doesn't see the pain, only laughter
No dark, but light
He sees her joy, she feels drowned
When the day comes
That she is so broken and lifeless
The day that she defines the living dead
She will have a gaze on her eyes, pale-faced
When that day comes
He will sit there and listen
He will hold her close in comfort
At least that's what she hopes
As she replays the memories
And the words they said
Her eyes tear up
And he is nowhere to be found
He wasn't there at that moment
The one moment she needed to be held
And told that it would be okay
He was not there
So she stood in the rain
For about two hours
So when people saw her
They wouldn't see the pain
He saw her and only saw rain
No tears, or pain
She was cold and hurt
He thought she was okay
If he had only known
She didn't stand there to be thought of as okay
She had come to say goodbye
But no words came out
She remembers that day
The pain she felt then
Was the pain she feels now
And she still hides it
She doesn't like that day
It kills her
Every second of that day
That day and one other
No one knows she's dead
They are blinded by her acts and scenes
She even blinds herself
Blinded and seeing at once
She stares for this reason
Stares and smiles
For she sees that this is a dream
And she wants to wake up
She knows that to wake up
She must fly far away
From the highest peak
To the lowest grounds
This flight will wake her up
And she can go on with her life
She doesn't believe this pain could ever be real
So it can be real, so she thinks
So she thinks of ways she can fly
Dreaming endlessly of waking up
To see the day that shines bright
The day where her pain goes away
She does realize that when she wakes up
The dream will be over and so will the people
But she will be where she belongs
Where she is happy
So from her bed she walks to the window
In her white gown
Still hooked up to the heartless monitor
Opening the window she looks down
She climbs onto the ledge
Pulling the tubes and needles from her body
Her family crying on the body on the bed
She jumps from her high peak to the low ground
The family ready for the declaration of death
They become speechless
The monitor starts to sound
Slow at first, but gets faster
Her eyes open and tears fill them
Everyone cries
She was awaken from the coma
Just from flying
She looks around but is saddened
She doesn't see him
Her love from the dream
Her love from life
The previous day he had died
Death from a broken soul and heart
They were going to pull the plug
And he would rather greet her on the other side
Then say goodbye from behind a glass wall
The family leaves the room to get her nurse
And she rises from the bed and walks to the window
She sees the boys in the reflection and says:
"Why can't I wake up?"
She then jumps out the window to become apart of the reflection
Both of them, together
As it was before
Before he broke her heart
And she slipped into comatose
Before he fell into depression
Because he lost his world
As she had hers taken
But now both worlds are together again
Two loves, one heart, worlds collided
No tears of pain, but sun and laughter.
